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Thursday, July 15, 2010

emptiness falls

i try to understand these thoughts of mine
i don't question why cos the answers i won't find
you think it's something i can control
but your assumptions, they're quickly getting old

can't run away
can't face these days
as the emptiness falls down on me
can't hide my face
no saving grace
as the emptiness falls down on me

The emptiness, The emptiness, as the emptiness falls down on me
The emptiness, The emptiness, as the emptiness falls down on me

i waste away my sunlight hours
i run from the emptiness as the children cower
you blind your ears to the silent screams
but your frown, it's a grin bursting at its seams

can't run away
can't face these days
as the emptiness falls down on me
can't hide my face
no saving grace
as the emptiness falls down on me

The emptiness, The emptiness, as the emptiness falls down on me
The emptiness, The emptiness, as the emptiness falls down on me

i'm losing my grip on reality
i can't figure out what's meant to be
you act like you'll be there
but when i need you, you're nowhere

can't run away
can't face these days
as the emptiness falls down on me
can't hide my face
no saving grace
as the emptiness falls down on me

The emptiness, The emptiness, as the emptiness falls down on me
The emptiness, The emptiness, as the emptiness falls down on me

As the emptiness falls down on me.

astrocow
21:18


don't pity me

a Daylily blooms for just one day
a lovely star flower made that way
"I'll be back next year, so don't pity me,
now one bloom, next time three."

a Mayfly lives for just one day
the good Lord created her that way
"I'll lay my eggs, so don't pity me,
next year we'll be a thousand; wait and see."

time lasts only a second, nothing more
there are as many of them as sand upon the shore
"I'll come and go, so don't pity me
till the end of life with time i'll be."

astrocow
21:18


closest enemies

for those who will listen
all those that will heed
the world today is stricken
with enemies indeed

yet they will evade your sight
as to stay your friend as well
these friends these days are a blight
yet their numbers and betrayal swells

this friend that stabs you in the back
and smiles to your unknowing face
would love to see you fall to the black
or drift off into space

all like this are worse than snakes
with their sly and crooked ways
they'd gladly watch you burn to flakes
yet in your face they put on the nicest little plays

beware of these enemies who seem to stand by you
they will exploit your talents and riches alike
but when trouble comes your friends will turn to few
employ your senses to your friends and the like

then you'll find a true friend, maybe two
that will always be straight true.

astrocow
21:17


Beyond the Elysian Gate

When crystals silence Mistress Moon
strings of stars merge soulless fragments
seizing dust upon wondrous yarns
textures weave with florid figments

silk renews to blossom-archers
when crystals silence Mistress Moon
gift-wrapping an essence of grace
ribbons anchor with glitters strewn

birds extend celestial glows
reflecting night sky's tapestries
when crystals silence Mistress Moon
bronze feathers swirl infinitely

Zodiac's hands shore water jars
sprinkling faith on lachrymose tunes
cosmic creatures shift in sequence
when crystals silence Mistress Moon

astrocow
21:16


I am an object lost in space
I am fear without a face
I am future without meaning
I am helping without feeling

I am twisted and deranged
I am alone in this cage
I can help if help need be
But there's a monster inside of me

He fights for freedom and control
There's a monster in my soul
Leave me without knowing why
Or run the risk of losing your life

I'll care for you, wipe away your tears
And scare away your darkest fears
For darkness is my dearest friend
And with it all my time I spend

Left all alone in my cage
Anger gives its way to rage
I fight for freedom and control
From the monster in my soul

I am weak for I always lose
Madness the escape I choose
If you should meet me on the street
Know insanity is what you'll greet

Stay not long within my presence
For it'll strike you with a vengeance
Then we both shall slip down the slope
The slope of madness without hope


welcome to my humble abyss




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