Death is a delightful hiding place for weary men.

if i only knew what regret meant

yes, you're just listening to my boring rants

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

longing

for this to come to a conclusion.

i'm confused.

* * * * *

perhaps the twinkling of a star
will mellow the ache in my sorrowful heart
maybe the sight of the bright full moon
will sparkle some hope in my mind so gloom

but the moon and stars have passed
still the ache and gloom within me lasts
consumed within the heartless night
praying to at last see some light

astrocow
01:00

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

all over again

felling this sense of deja vu

i need to think.

i'm an insecure bastard and i hate it.

astrocow
23:20

Tuesday, October 06, 2009

the moment

i prolly hafta repeat this to alot of people in my life, but i will say it again.

dont judge me when you dont even know me.
i'm more than what your tiny brains can even comprehend.

i shall not explain the specifics because it'll just end up in another blabber of words that i think not many would like to see. but if u really do wanna know, let me know and i'll be more than happy to do so in another post.

plus i dont wanna end up spoiling the mood that i'm in.

* * * * *

if i meet you in the morning
when my day is new and bright
your presence is like sunshine
as it warms me with its light

i feel my troubles fading
as you share your peace and joy
you sit with me and listen intently
and guide me with your love ever so gently

my day is always brightened
whether rain or storm or even snow
for your presence always keeps me
safe and secure wherever we go

the world may perish in storm
but next to you, i'm safe and warm
and prior fears that traumatised are gone
your loving guidance keeps me from all harm

sweet surrender, sweet splendor, sweet blessings
all wrapped up in love
new adventure, new arrival, new beginnings
by the wings of the dove

rosy cheeks, clumsy/cute ways, fingers cold
new love from this moment that just grows and grows
how i waited, dreamed of this special moment so grand
what a feeling, joy and miracle now clinging tighly to my hand

such a miracle come true
what did i ever do to deserve to hold you, to love you
you have stolen my heart, what a twist of fate
and of all the moments before and after you

none shall ever be as great. 041009 <3

astrocow
23:56