if i only knew what regret meant

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Monday, February 02, 2009

how do you know the stories

how do you know
what you are supposed to do
when everytime you do something
something else falls through

how do you know
what you are supposed to say
when everytime you talk
someone else gets in your way

your days are full
your nights are humble
your dreams are all the same
barely do you ever dare to mumble

nothing feels right
nothing feels good
you feel like you need to escape
but do not know if you should

you feel so alone
trapped inside a world of pain
the days drag on
but still you have no name

you bury your emotions
hide them from the rest
you do it so well
some would say you're the best

you walk down a long street
filled with darkness and shame
people watch you there
but no one knows your name

it is a secret held within you
one so dear you cannot say
a secret only you would know
to bring all to dismay

if only you could tell the world
what you really feel
then maybe they would call out to you
and they would help you to heal

but lest you walk along this path
waiting for the right time
that someone will walk up to you
and clean you of your grime

they never tell you all the stories
how love can be so cruel
it's not an easy lesson learnt
nor one they teach in school

they never tell you all the stories
how love can be so unkind
the love you let slip away
the love you never find

they never tell you all the stories
how love can be so unfair
others take all the love
while you never get your share

they never tell you all the stories
how love can be so untrue
is her love for someone else
or reserved, and just for you

they never tell you all the stories
how love can be so unwise
love can leave you so confused
between all the truth and lies

but now i've told you all the stories
and every one of them is true
but please do not give up on love
else love might just give up on you

astrocow
16:42


I am an object lost in space
I am fear without a face
I am future without meaning
I am helping without feeling

I am twisted and deranged
I am alone in this cage
I can help if help need be
But there's a monster inside of me

He fights for freedom and control
There's a monster in my soul
Leave me without knowing why
Or run the risk of losing your life

I'll care for you, wipe away your tears
And scare away your darkest fears
For darkness is my dearest friend
And with it all my time I spend

Left all alone in my cage
Anger gives its way to rage
I fight for freedom and control
From the monster in my soul

I am weak for I always lose
Madness the escape I choose
If you should meet me on the street
Know insanity is what you'll greet

Stay not long within my presence
For it'll strike you with a vengeance
Then we both shall slip down the slope
The slope of madness without hope


welcome to my humble abyss




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