if i only knew what regret meant

yes, you're just listening to my boring rants

Friday, October 10, 2008

so sick

lifetimes are spent in anticipation
always looking for what's around the bend
such a life can end up in frustration
if our happiness must always depend

on what's next, for if we ignore today
and all its endless possibilities
then we are throwing happiness away
how could you set your mind at ease?

each moment is an opportunity
so take in all we can of our precious life
when we greet each new day positively
we can cut through sorrow with the sharp knife
of joy and live our lifes fruitfully

if we can't appreciate life right now
we seem to lose a piece of it somehow
and right now, i'm just waiting for the kick
from the paracetanol, for i am sick

* * * * *

say hello to the little me
the one who can't reach the key
that sits on the table
but this is no childhood fable

that key opens the door to a world

a world where there is no despair
a world none other can compare
so lift me above this raging sea of tears
show me not a diamond but a pearl

a sigh i heave
i need to breathe
set me somewhere within your line of sight
and keep me real close to your light

this unexplainable fear of the dark
has left on me a wretched mark
but if you could start a spark
right now together we'll embark

to this different place
where we would live with grace
not even leaving a proper trace
and we would leave with no disgrace

can you stay with me forever?
and not leave me whatsoever?


we could live by the ocean
we could live in slow motion
we might become a mystery
a small part of history

so this is my plea
reach out for the key

open the door

and let's go.

* * * * *

astrocow
13:34


I am an object lost in space
I am fear without a face
I am future without meaning
I am helping without feeling

I am twisted and deranged
I am alone in this cage
I can help if help need be
But there's a monster inside of me

He fights for freedom and control
There's a monster in my soul
Leave me without knowing why
Or run the risk of losing your life

I'll care for you, wipe away your tears
And scare away your darkest fears
For darkness is my dearest friend
And with it all my time I spend

Left all alone in my cage
Anger gives its way to rage
I fight for freedom and control
From the monster in my soul

I am weak for I always lose
Madness the escape I choose
If you should meet me on the street
Know insanity is what you'll greet

Stay not long within my presence
For it'll strike you with a vengeance
Then we both shall slip down the slope
The slope of madness without hope


welcome to my humble abyss




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