Death is a delightful hiding place for weary men.

if i only knew what regret meant

yes, you're just listening to my boring rants

Monday, September 01, 2008

no apologies

alamak i blog halfway knock off already. lol tml i come back continue =)

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haha i'm back as promised =)

in my mind i'm a fighter, my heart's a lighter
my soul is the fluid, my flow sparks it brighter
but arsenic writer, often with arthritis
stuck in the tunnel, starting to shit this

hard headed and hot headed, bull headed and pig headed
dick headed a brick, a big headache i'm sick
quick with it for every word to spit
there are always people in the wings for me to slip with it

so quit this dynamite stick, bury the wick
its gonna explode any minute, someone will tick
lit it and it's not heavy, do not tell me to stop yelling
when i stop selling i'll quit so, stop dwelling

i am not failing, you fuckers are not ready
cos i got jelly, like jizzin' on your pot belly
this is destiny, yes money, i'm off running, so get off of me
i'm not slowing or softening

my head hits the pillow, a weeping willow
i cant sleep, a pain so deep it bellows
but these cellos, help just to keep me mellow
hands on my heads, touch knees to elbows

i'm hunched over, emotion just flows over
these cold shoulders are both frozen, you dont know me
i keep saying it, i cant stress it enough
so keep saying it and stand next to the pubs

these real words got you feeling me
whether willing or unwillingly, you still agree
as long as there's still this hunger, will in me
then expect a longer life expectancy

i'd be a savage beast
if i didnt had this outlet to salvage me
inside, i'd be exploding soaked in self loathing
an mourning so i'm warning you don't coax me

it's silly, but really its sheep in wolves clothing
who only reacts when he gets pushed dont we
fool, strangers blow up this whole thing
it's stupid, they don't know cos they don't see

that i'm wounded, all they did was ballooned it
i'm sick of talking bout these issues like i did
thats why i turned it out, i'm duking
they can suck my dick while i'm puking, and you too you can

expect no sympathy from me
this is how i'm supposed to be
cold as liquid nitro, my heart's frozen it dont even beat
so expect no apologies

no apologies, nah suckers i'm not sorry
you can all sue me, y'all could be the cause of me
no apologies, y'all feeling the force of me
no remorse for me, like there was no recourse for me

no apologies, not even acknowledging you at all
till i get a call that God's coming
no apologies, laugh fuckers its all funny
i could spit in your face while you're standing across from me

no apologies

astrocow
17:58