if i only knew what regret meant
yes, you're just listening to my boring rants
Friday, August 15, 2008
this was done actually writing on a piece of paper beforehand, kinda occupied me for the afternoon at least. i'm beginning to wonder if i should dig out what i wrote in the past haha anyhow, here it is - ladies and gentlemen, i hope you like it =)
at this time
in this place
run the race
out of time
cannot hide
haunting thoughts
plague my mind
see the signs
age unkind
no one's safe
bitter taste
daunting pace
on my heels
thrilled by chills
bleeding quill
borrowed time
life sublime
mortal's crime
death so real
start to peel
see me kneel
hollowed ground
make no sound
it'll turn round
time has come
see me run
furtively towards the sun
alone again
another night
no thoughts nor memories
no sweet words or pleasantries
this optimistic face
paints a false picture
this smiling face
is no permanent fixture
solitude births the man behind the mask
tired of this daunting task
of appearing happy... alone
in my dreams
i find the source of all my destitution
my soul has had it's fill of prostitution
the dawn brings no relief from scorn or shame
for it's just another day alone again
it should have been different this time
but as before, life goes astray
never black or white but an erratic shade of gray
played the part
nobody could recognise
lost all identity
but its no surprise
it's hard to play the part
this hypothetical role
when all there is is a body
a body without a soul
my lies were the burden i had to bear
like Christ and his cross
it was the crown of thorns i had to wear
when of love and life i had lost
i was hung for the perfect show
betrayal was my daily bread
crying for the life i used to know
has again left myself for dead
* * * * *
oh i'm still working on the new skin so gimme some time yea, highly likely to be some vampirish skin because of the influence i'm getting from reading this new book >.<
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