if i only knew what regret meant
yes, you're just listening to my boring rants
Sunday, August 24, 2008
will die before the end
we laugh, we cry, we post online
till life from limb time does rend
tears and kisses
are naught but letters
the monitor is formidable
online we live and away you can cast
the awkward smiles behind the omnipresent mask
my life is but a joke (or is it?)
on the ground i lay broke
wings i seem to have lost
withering in the frost
under Your command i lie
waiting for the day i die
and the humming
the rocking and strumming
the singing of something
insomniac's blurring
visionary's glowing
discordian portals growing
high on life
abstain from the knife
have a smoke
be a rogue
what proof do i need
to show that i exist
amongst all your pretentious entities
and your mundane daily trysts
i walk among you
a fledgling of this state
i'm not tied to your small mistakes
for my mother's name is fate
i have naught to show
such things are left to bleed
dying as it exits a hollow shell
i reveal how much i really need
specters now i see
in reflections of my eyes
barricaded cries which yearn for ears
to break this final painful guise
content i'll now be
this snide, dejected wraith
oblivious to all my pain
i'm burdened to my faith
you don't need to see
to prove that i exist
my existence does not concern you
nor do my bleeding wrists
this i have to show
no diminutive repute
my self confidence speaks of who i am
what a pity that its mute
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hoho first one for this skin! =)
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