if i only knew what regret meant

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Friday, August 29, 2008

the friend that was never one

in that forgotten part of town
where wasted hopes and dreams abound
a wrinkled man with life near end
in hopes to have at least one friend
fashioned bits of wood and things
and made a dummy run by strings

he sat alone for hours on end
conversing with his only friend
and found delight within the fact
that he controlled it's very act
he told it how he never had
a chance, since all his luck was bad
although he tried so to succeed
the friend nodded and agreed

and how his journeys in romance
had never given him a chance
and wasnt it a crying shame
that he was always held to blame
when everyone knew oh so well
that life is but a living hell
controlled by lust, power and greed
the friend nodded and agreed

with patience that would rival saints
that friend sat through all complaints
and with each little expert tug
he'd drop his head, bow or shrug
and give some comfort to the man
who held his lifelines in his hand
and helped to fill a lonely need
when he just nodded and agreed

senility increased with time
as did the old man's phantomime
and feverish fingers pulled with glee
the dummy's dance of misery
they never left each other's side
until the day both stopped and died
we found them lying hand in hand
the dummy and his wooden friend

dedicated to touran and all those out there who had friends not worth

* * * * *

astrocow
15:52


I am an object lost in space
I am fear without a face
I am future without meaning
I am helping without feeling

I am twisted and deranged
I am alone in this cage
I can help if help need be
But there's a monster inside of me

He fights for freedom and control
There's a monster in my soul
Leave me without knowing why
Or run the risk of losing your life

I'll care for you, wipe away your tears
And scare away your darkest fears
For darkness is my dearest friend
And with it all my time I spend

Left all alone in my cage
Anger gives its way to rage
I fight for freedom and control
From the monster in my soul

I am weak for I always lose
Madness the escape I choose
If you should meet me on the street
Know insanity is what you'll greet

Stay not long within my presence
For it'll strike you with a vengeance
Then we both shall slip down the slope
The slope of madness without hope


welcome to my humble abyss




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