if i only knew what regret meant
yes, you're just listening to my boring rants
Monday, June 30, 2008
Can you tell me
How can one miss what she's never had
How could I reminisce when there is no past
How could I have memories of being happy with you boy
Could someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
How could we celebrate a love that's too late
And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you
I cannot believe I let you go
Or what I should say is I shoulda grabbed you up and never let you go
I shoulda went out with youI shoulda made you my boo boy
Yeah that's one time I shoulda broke the rules
I shoulda went on a date
Shoulda found a way to escapeS
houlda turned a almost into
If it happend now its too late
How could I celebrate a love that wasn't real
And if it didn't happen why does my heart feel
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you
(sometimes I wanna rub ya, some nights I wanna hug ya)
And you seem to be the perfect one for me
You (some nights I wanna touch ya but tonight I wanna love ya)
You're all that I ever wanted
And you're my everything yes its true
Boy its hard to be close to you
My love
I know it may sound crazy
But I'm in love with you
song of the moment
astrocow
14:54
Friday, June 20, 2008
the distance is too real now. doesnt look like anything would change. i need a lucky strike or something to turn things around.
couldn't find a way, into your heart
couldn't find a way, didn't make it to the start
when he found himself lying all alone
hoped beyond hope, you'd call him on the phone
didn't turn out that way, things started to turn gray
vowed to himself then, something's gonna pay
everyday's the same, the same old familiar pain
empty bottle on the floor, but all he wants is more
picks himself up, takes a drink from the cup
clouds fog his pain, oblivion comes again
gets up on his feet, give anything to meet
so close he could touch, but then with a rush
in his foggy haze, his mind is ablaze
commits his final sin as the knife goes in, goes in, goes in
astrocow
14:56
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
that's what this place is. been 4 months since i've updated, don't suppose there's anyone else reading now. afresh we start (or so they say).
can i have your attention please?
if you didn't want the garden why did you plant the seed?
you're making promises that you never keep
now you deal with the consequences down on your knees
and maybe we will do this for the rest of our lives
maybe we will live forever
and maybe we don't have to think its right
and maybe we will
i don't want to feel what you feel
i don't want to feel this incomplete
no one here can tell me
how to fill the space between
the butterfly, the butterfly
is beautiful but soon will die
will spread its wings in the eternal sky
eternal light with everything that's on its mind
you'll never believe this
and i can see you now
reaching out for me
and i can feel you now
setting yourself free
everyone knows you're my one regret
everyone knows you're my one weakness
and maybe we will do this for the rest of our lives
maybe we will live forever
and maybe we don't have to think its right
and maybe we will
now read this.
astrocow
12:35
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