if i only knew what regret meant

yes, you're just listening to my boring rants

Saturday, November 17, 2007

iNeed

I'm sorry that I hurt you
I took for granted all you gave so freely to me
I pray it's not too late
To save you from a broken heart
To promise you I'll make a brand new start
Believe me when I say

You are all that I need
The only treasure I see
You're the air that helps me breathe
through the darkest night
when I fall down on my knees
I was blind but now I see
You are all that I need

When no one far from perfect
Like a child that needs a guiding hand
Can you stay here with me
I finally understand
You've always been the missing part
Complete the jigsaw puzzle of my heart

Please let me hear your voice again
Let me hear you say your love will never end
That whatever it takes you'll be there

Maybe its already too late
Maybe I should leave it to fate
But no, that's not the way it should be
When the future I see is of You and Me

astrocow
11:40

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

(dis)appointment

disappointment to a noble soul is wad cold water is to burning metal; it strengthens, tempers, intensifies but never destroys it.

point in question is, am i as resilient as the burning metal to begin with or am i already a rusted one?

you say that we cannot last but why? why does it seem like i cant match up to ur expectations?

at a loss for words, my mouth's stitched.

astrocow
21:04

never wanted to come back

here feeling so depressed. another (only) avenue for me to vent and rant.

i thought this love would never end how cliche.

why does it seems like its so hard to please you. i always do wadeva u wanted me to diligently, hoping it'll make you happy. but no, it never did materialise.

i changed myself - my character, my thoughts and even some of my principles jus so that u wouldnt say "we're too different" or "we don't match cos our personality clashes". it has been slow i noe but i have changed, a fact which i think u recognise too.

so what does it take to make u "feel" happy?

astrocow
20:54

I am an object lost in space
I am fear without a face
I am future without meaning
I am helping without feeling

I am twisted and deranged
I am alone in this cage
I can help if help need be
But there's a monster inside of me

He fights for freedom and control
There's a monster in my soul
Leave me without knowing why
Or run the risk of losing your life

I'll care for you, wipe away your tears
And scare away your darkest fears
For darkness is my dearest friend
And with it all my time I spend

Left all alone in my cage
Anger gives its way to rage
I fight for freedom and control
From the monster in my soul

I am weak for I always lose
Madness the escape I choose
If you should meet me on the street
Know insanity is what you'll greet

Stay not long within my presence
For it'll strike you with a vengeance
Then we both shall slip down the slope
The slope of madness without hope


welcome to my humble abyss



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