if i only knew what regret meant

yes, you're just listening to my boring rants

Saturday, July 14, 2007

felt like cutting writing

can one be swallowed by a lover's grasp?
can one fall victim to a love meant to last?
can i be the one to be taken in?
will i be the chosen to live with your sin?

blissfully unaware
strewn before a grave
you picked up my pieces, held me high
and told me i was brave

you made me feel together
when i always fell apart
you made me happy
right from the very start

even if i let go for a moment
you never left my side
i never wanted to love again
but you made sure i tried

let me ask you something
now, do you believe?
that you made me see
what you can achieve?

if i just hang on
and you just wait abit longer
we'll prove everyone wrong
and come out even stronger

all the people
they just can't see
and they want us to fail
bacause none of them can be

forget what they said, becuse none of it is true
you brought me back when i was blue
think of only what we can do
you held me up as i will too

you showed me i can love again
you made me forget my past
because now we're in something
we both know will last

i see you there
in the corner of my eye
why do the moonflowers bloom
under the dimly lighted night sky
you walk down the alleyway
like a burst of sunshine ray
and i love it when you say'
i don't want to deny
i love you and that's no lie

i know there are plenty out there
i know she's one of a kind
and indeed very hard to find
i've ended my search 7 months ago
and she's always on my mind
love divine
our fates have intertwined
we were meant to shine
together, and forever,
you and i

i'm sorry for the times i made you feel like you were second best
in my honest opinion you really floor the rest

always on my mind
always in my mind
always, my mind

astrocow
19:30


I am an object lost in space
I am fear without a face
I am future without meaning
I am helping without feeling

I am twisted and deranged
I am alone in this cage
I can help if help need be
But there's a monster inside of me

He fights for freedom and control
There's a monster in my soul
Leave me without knowing why
Or run the risk of losing your life

I'll care for you, wipe away your tears
And scare away your darkest fears
For darkness is my dearest friend
And with it all my time I spend

Left all alone in my cage
Anger gives its way to rage
I fight for freedom and control
From the monster in my soul

I am weak for I always lose
Madness the escape I choose
If you should meet me on the street
Know insanity is what you'll greet

Stay not long within my presence
For it'll strike you with a vengeance
Then we both shall slip down the slope
The slope of madness without hope


welcome to my humble abyss




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