if i only knew what regret meant

yes, you're just listening to my boring rants

Thursday, July 26, 2007

back to the drawing board

i thought it had taken a turn for the better. all i ever wanted was the best for you, trying to objective, to provide a passerby's view but you took it so strongly. being headstrong may not be the best you know?

i thought it had taken a turn for the better. i wish it will take a turn for the better. i find that i am constantly repeating wad i'm saying these days. is there sumthing wrong with me? no there's nothing wrong with me.

i'm reverting back to my old self - having nobody to talk to yet again so i'm here "talking". i hate this. but who can i talk to when even the one who used to listen to me refuses to do so now?

i hate this pent up frustrations. somebody teach me a way to relax, teach me a way to vent them. yea i noe, i'm repeating myself again. fuck.

astrocow
01:34


I am an object lost in space
I am fear without a face
I am future without meaning
I am helping without feeling

I am twisted and deranged
I am alone in this cage
I can help if help need be
But there's a monster inside of me

He fights for freedom and control
There's a monster in my soul
Leave me without knowing why
Or run the risk of losing your life

I'll care for you, wipe away your tears
And scare away your darkest fears
For darkness is my dearest friend
And with it all my time I spend

Left all alone in my cage
Anger gives its way to rage
I fight for freedom and control
From the monster in my soul

I am weak for I always lose
Madness the escape I choose
If you should meet me on the street
Know insanity is what you'll greet

Stay not long within my presence
For it'll strike you with a vengeance
Then we both shall slip down the slope
The slope of madness without hope


welcome to my humble abyss




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