if i only knew what regret meant

yes, you're just listening to my boring rants

Friday, March 23, 2007

prizes from stacker!!!

jus look at this. $2 for these 2 prizes - a nintendo ds lite and a creative zen V plus. lol unbelievable? u better believe it haha =pp my dear is a pro haha

oh and our shoes weeeee =)


astrocow
16:02


yet happiness found me

altho i'm leading quite a tiring life now, the best comfort i get is going back home to my sweet darling. finally i haf somebody who puts in the same amount of effort or more that i do. she is so so so so so sweeet. i cant help but fall in love with you more and more with each passing day. honey if you're reading this, i love you.

astrocow
16:00


sighs

i wanna dance so badly. list for dancetitude has already been sent out, i had so badly wanted to be involved in a dance concert on a scale like this, to explore the various genres and show them off. but sadly due to the sequence of events that happened, i'm not able to take part. when will i ever dance like i did in the past again? mebbe never. *sigh*

astrocow
15:58


Sunday, March 11, 2007

dance dance dance

been so long since i last danced, really wanna get back down to it. boogie boogie!!! =p better get back down to the basics again before i even start to tink bout stuff like popping or even ballroom lol. ballroom with my sweeeeeet honey!! =p

astrocow
20:00


my sweeeeeet honey, lol

this is my darlinggggggg lol. i love her even tho we haf had many many disagreements due to the difference in our characters, but it's all slowly working out now. i'm jus glad i haf somebody whom i can count on when i'm down. thanks for believing in me dear, u're the best!! (lol anti climax)

look at this!! she did it on this afternoon while waiting for me to come back from work. ^_^ oh yah, work? for all ur info, i'm no longer a student at NTU and i haf kinda gotten to terms with that but wad i cannot stand is pple rubbing it in. i wudnt mind toking bout it actually so if u really are keen on finding out, jus ask. but basically i'm back in the airforce and not studying, for the moment.

astrocow
19:51


anger management, jealousy overdose

it's a fact that i haf a serious problem with anger management, my temper is bad as can be and those who haf had encounters with it knows it only too well. i too recognise this fact and i am desperate to cure it, to get a control of my temper. what can be done? anger management in need. more so because i do not wish to hurt the ones i love. those whom i do not, be prepared to face the wrath when the time comes.

part 2 is pretty obvious. it's jus me. any tips to keep it under control? and i'm not trying to push the blame to anybody but i tink its all thanks to u, ellen wong.

*sigh* sumtimes i'm tinking of closing this blog down cos i may not like the fact that pple whom i dont want to view are here looking. it is sad that we haf to go thru such means. but why till this stage now? =

astrocow
19:45


I am an object lost in space
I am fear without a face
I am future without meaning
I am helping without feeling

I am twisted and deranged
I am alone in this cage
I can help if help need be
But there's a monster inside of me

He fights for freedom and control
There's a monster in my soul
Leave me without knowing why
Or run the risk of losing your life

I'll care for you, wipe away your tears
And scare away your darkest fears
For darkness is my dearest friend
And with it all my time I spend

Left all alone in my cage
Anger gives its way to rage
I fight for freedom and control
From the monster in my soul

I am weak for I always lose
Madness the escape I choose
If you should meet me on the street
Know insanity is what you'll greet

Stay not long within my presence
For it'll strike you with a vengeance
Then we both shall slip down the slope
The slope of madness without hope


welcome to my humble abyss




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