if i only knew what regret meant

yes, you're just listening to my boring rants

Thursday, January 25, 2007

trouble bubble

need help, but duno where to seek from. sighs.
here we go again.

astrocow
02:25


Friday, January 12, 2007

kill kill kill (myself)



You kill for revenge.
That is because you have lost something or someone you held very dear. Now you can't seem to get over the loss that marked your soul, and the only solution is to go after the one person who brought all this pain to you. Chances are you are angry inside and you bottle everything up and don't talk to anyone about it. People may want to help, but you think that they can never understand your pain and only get frustrated because of this. But it is important to see all that you have left and be thankful of that even if you have lost something great. It may not be true that Times heals all wounds, but with time and talking about your feelings, maybe the hurt will ease.

Main weapon: Yourself
Quote:"You can close your eyes to reality but not to memories" -Stainslaw J. Lec
Facial expression: Gritted teeth and teary eyes
Take this quiz here

astrocow
03:20


Wednesday, January 10, 2007

i tink my time's almost up now

they say when life gives u lemons, try to make lemonade.

isnt lemonade sour still? i duno, i jus hafta face up to reality.

it was never supposed to be.

astrocow
19:18


Monday, January 08, 2007

it's been awhile

since i've last blogged, i noe. too many things haf been happening for the past one month plus. so fast that i was pretty much caught erm.. unawares u can say.

good things, bad things and things tt even i am not sure whether they are good or bad. all i noe is that, i jus need time to sort out certain stuff.

i'm finding my feet on this quicksand.

astrocow
03:08


I am an object lost in space
I am fear without a face
I am future without meaning
I am helping without feeling

I am twisted and deranged
I am alone in this cage
I can help if help need be
But there's a monster inside of me

He fights for freedom and control
There's a monster in my soul
Leave me without knowing why
Or run the risk of losing your life

I'll care for you, wipe away your tears
And scare away your darkest fears
For darkness is my dearest friend
And with it all my time I spend

Left all alone in my cage
Anger gives its way to rage
I fight for freedom and control
From the monster in my soul

I am weak for I always lose
Madness the escape I choose
If you should meet me on the street
Know insanity is what you'll greet

Stay not long within my presence
For it'll strike you with a vengeance
Then we both shall slip down the slope
The slope of madness without hope


welcome to my humble abyss




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