if i only knew what regret meant

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Saturday, October 07, 2006

lost inspiration direction confusion

just duno wad to blog anymore esp when there are so many things to do. so there u go, some random stuff i picked up from sawah's blog.

1. My “ex” is still... somewhere in singapore.
2. I am listening to my roomie's movie blasting from his earphones.
3. Maybe I should... grow up.
4. I love... the way people backstab one another.
5. My best friend... sorry don't have one.
6. I don’t understand... why we have to do the things we do.
7. I lost... hope and faith.
8. People say... that I look intimidating.
9. The meaning of my screen name is... always lacking creativity.
10. Love is... not in the air, the smoke from the forest fires are.
11. Somewhere, someone is... drooling in his/her sleep.
12. I will always... be unable to do the things i really i wanna do.
13. Forever seems... so far away.
14. I never ever want to... do it again.
15. My cell phone is... GODDAMN FREAKING LOUSY.
16. When I woke up this morning... i haven't slept.
17. I get annoyed... very easily, stay clear.
18. Parties are... what i used to go very often.
19. My pet(s) are... lovable and cute and stupid. that's what makes them cute anw.
20. Kisses are the best when... received and not given. yes, i'm selfish.
21. Today I... haf no idea wad i'm supposed to do.
22. Tomorrow I will... think of wad to do.
23. I really want... to be happy.

7 random things about myself:
1. i have few close friends, in fact none.
2. i wanna haf a dog in hall.
3. i hope i can make up my mind.
4. i am not as scary as i look.
5. i wanna have infinie mental stamina.
6. i am weak.
7. i wanna be happy.

i duno man, still tinking tinking tinking. whether i shld pull out of the Chingay team. we are called Double Shock anw. it seems like dance has finally taken its toll on me, and this may be time for me to take a break.

irresponsible? *shrugs*

astrocow
07:16


I am an object lost in space
I am fear without a face
I am future without meaning
I am helping without feeling

I am twisted and deranged
I am alone in this cage
I can help if help need be
But there's a monster inside of me

He fights for freedom and control
There's a monster in my soul
Leave me without knowing why
Or run the risk of losing your life

I'll care for you, wipe away your tears
And scare away your darkest fears
For darkness is my dearest friend
And with it all my time I spend

Left all alone in my cage
Anger gives its way to rage
I fight for freedom and control
From the monster in my soul

I am weak for I always lose
Madness the escape I choose
If you should meet me on the street
Know insanity is what you'll greet

Stay not long within my presence
For it'll strike you with a vengeance
Then we both shall slip down the slope
The slope of madness without hope


welcome to my humble abyss




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