if i only knew what regret meant

yes, you're just listening to my boring rants

Monday, October 23, 2006

escapism vs confrontation

quite pretending to be self righteous all u pple.

i am a shithead or fuckhead or dickhead or wadeva-head u meant la. say wad u all wanna say, but why didnt u do sumthing when u could haf? thanks ah, for CONVI-FUCKING-NIENTLY putting the blame on me. oh and, FUCKING COME TO ME DIRECT PLEASE THANK YOU SO MUCH. CCB.

ok despise me, hate me, look down on me. like the after-effects on my own aint nuff huh?

FUCK ALL OF YOU.

i'm thankful for pple who stand with me but for now, it is a journey i have to take alone.

bye bye hall 3.

astrocow
04:02


I am an object lost in space
I am fear without a face
I am future without meaning
I am helping without feeling

I am twisted and deranged
I am alone in this cage
I can help if help need be
But there's a monster inside of me

He fights for freedom and control
There's a monster in my soul
Leave me without knowing why
Or run the risk of losing your life

I'll care for you, wipe away your tears
And scare away your darkest fears
For darkness is my dearest friend
And with it all my time I spend

Left all alone in my cage
Anger gives its way to rage
I fight for freedom and control
From the monster in my soul

I am weak for I always lose
Madness the escape I choose
If you should meet me on the street
Know insanity is what you'll greet

Stay not long within my presence
For it'll strike you with a vengeance
Then we both shall slip down the slope
The slope of madness without hope


welcome to my humble abyss




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