Death is a delightful hiding place for weary men.

Friday, September 22, 2006

dance with the devil

so many things happened over this period. very rough patch.
i dun even know where to start from.

end this now.

u lift me up to heights i've never scaled before
only to drop me down hard on the stone cold floor
what is the meaning of it all
with you, i wanna soar
will you comprehend and understand
tha pains i take to soothe this cramp
take me away high into the night
where i can be without fright

astrocow
13:54

Saturday, September 09, 2006

strange feelings

"Dishwalla - Every Little Thing"

Let me in to see you in the morning light
to get me on and all along the tears they come
see all come
I want you to believe in life
but I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
will you find out who you are?
too late to change?

I wish I could be every little thing you wanted
all the time
I wish I could be every little thing you wanted
all the time
some times

lift me up
just lift me up don't make a sound
and let me hold you up before you hit the Ground
see all come
you say you're alright
but I get the strangest feeling
that you've gone away- you've gone away
and will you find out who you are?
too late to change?

I wish I could be every little thing you wanted
all the time
I wish I could be every little thing you wanted
you wanted
all the time

Don't give me up
don't give me up tonight
or soon nothing will be right at all
salvation
when you find out who you are it's too late to change, too late to change

I wish I could be every little thing you wanted
all the time
I wish I could be every little thing you wanted
every little thing you wanted
all the time
this time
every little thing you wanted
all the time
every little thing you wanted

and I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away

astrocow
06:06

help

u have already taken
i have already given
it is something which neither you nor me can change

it just wouldn't subside
it's like a rollercoaster ride
it takes me up and down and makes me faint

i hope you understand
what there could be
if you took the chance
to walk with me
~~sometimes i really wish u knew~~
how i really feel
i'm not exactly sure
what you think of me
so just tell me now
could it ever be?
wad's going on? please please i really do need enlightenment.

astrocow
05:32

Shut up & Dance!

jus finished the first day of the long awaited and much anticipated concert. even tho we only haf ONE item inside, the rehearsals came fast and furious beforehand. the crowd wasn't that good but at least we enjoyed ourselves! can't wait to get my hands on the vids. 2 more days to go.

i'm lost. need directions. please guide me. thanks.

astrocow
03:40

Monday, September 04, 2006

hold on tight for its gonna be a rough ride

if only i had more self control

astrocow
04:29

i wish

for someone to confide in
for someone to listen to me
for someone who understands me
for someone whom i can trust
for someone whom i can feel at ease with
for someone who can make me forget everything else

for ________.

nobody really knows, they all pretend like they do tho.
it is getting on my nerves quite abit tho, cos i tink they are screwing things up.
it looked good intially, but god knows wad will become of it now.

i wish

that all of you would go away (except you of course)
that i am given more attention
that i am allowed more of your time
that i am constantly in your mind
that things were simpler

wishful thinking, perhaps?

astrocow
04:21

Sunday, September 03, 2006

if only

if only things were not so complicated, or mebbe i'm the one who's complicating things? am i thinking too much? hopefully it'll work out this time because i'm really kinda sick of this whole cycle. so far so good, i tink.

hopefully, i'll be good enough. and yes, i suffer from occasional fits of low self-esteem.

there's still plenty to be done though. work on it hawk, you can do it.

it's not as hard as it seems.

astrocow
06:12