if i only knew what regret meant

yes, you're just listening to my boring rants

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Noché Magica

Hall 3 Dinner & Dance 2006
Aztec presents... Peter Pan!!






nice rite? =p
Captain Hook attacked by the Crocodile!!I'm attacked by the Arabian!! LOLThe pageant pple jus before their dance item, glad that it turned out pretty well afterall. *phew*

The event was pretty alright tho i was feeling abit cold due to the lack of clothing ahaha. spent the night playing "xia(1) yan(2) mao(1)" and the drinking game. more or less everybody ended up high and drunk lol luckily i din get to drink much so was still pretty much sober hehe. but we finished SIX bottles of alcohol man, beat that!! haha

this is probably gonna be one of the last few times we can haf such fun before we get our arses down to mugging for exams, glad that it went well..

Aztec, u guys rock!

astrocow
03:49


Friday, August 25, 2006

selfich bitsh

i can't believe it!! so frustrating... my digicam had to fail on me when DND is tml!! which means i can't go arnd snapping pictures!

and so......

i thought i could go ask my sis and guess wad was the response?

"why should i lend it to you? later you make spoil how?" OMG please la, do i look like some tech idiot? and its not as tho ur camera is worth thousands of dollars!!!

i can't believe it, so so so so so so selfish

GRAH

astrocow
22:56


hurt no more

it is official - i am the cultural secretary for the 24th JCRC!! wheeeeeeee....... *bom bom bom*

still a mess, that's what it is. really need to sort it out soon, like real soon soon. totally sian diaoz. coming to terms with it aint easy, but its something i gotta do.

maybe i shld haf a new direction?

tml's DND. hope it goes well and good luck to the pageant contestants!! don't let me down!! hahaa wasn't easy training u guys for the dance but i tink the work has paid off.. go show ur stuff tml!! =)

and now, i'm ready (i guess)

astrocow
21:21


Tuesday, August 22, 2006

rally rally bo-rally

banana fana fo-fally rally!!!!

haha i just made up my mind to run as the Cultural Secretary for the 24th Comm. What on earth am i tinking? lol, nonetheless, i tink it'll be an excellent experience for me. can't say much here, need to be more diplomatic, politically correct blah blah blah.. hahaa

gd luck to me!! rally is tml, and hopefully the nerves won't come to me and i dun get shot down with weird questions.

and on a night like this
i felt like making you freeze
with my speech and all
making all cultural

here i am talking to the floor
i hope i get the core
all of you people listening
it'd be best if i made u cringe

with words as my weapons
there will be mass destruction
not as in reality
but it'll sound so creepy

that i no longer sound like myself

gd luck to me once again!! wheeeeeeeeeeeee

astrocow
05:15


Saturday, August 19, 2006

wildfire court

hmm, pants on fire!! no idea wads tt supposed to mean either but i like it so its up! =p

went to swissotel @ merchant court for dinner just now, qianyi's treat for the GLs and shuicai's treat for the FOC main committee.. i was like so hungry before tt, having only ate one meal aka a packet of nasi the day yest and 2 char siew baos before dinner. more than filled my stomach up at the buffet, finishing a plate full of salmon sashimi and at least 2 bowls of durian paste in addition to the many other things i ate!! must have looked like a real pig, but i was really hungry la!

off to NUS tml for a game, been so long since i last played a proper match. hope nothing goes wrong. its nice to take a break from the usual routine which has been tiring me out.

sweeeeeeeeeeeeeet.

astrocow
03:51


Thursday, August 17, 2006

nothing but something

i may appear distant, but tt's cos i'm afraid. afraid of many many things. it doesnt look good now, but hopefully it will change in time to come. i probably need some divine intervention.

finished first sessions of dance with the DND guys n gals now. more work to be done, still contemplating giving them the couple dance. we'll see how it goes.

auditions are tml!! hopefully we can pull more pple into MJ!! interested parties please go to hall 10 function hall at either 1830h or 2030h!! seeya there!!

non stop hiphop, i hope u dun stop!!

astrocow
02:12


Wednesday, August 16, 2006

frustration

period.

astrocow
04:32


Tuesday, August 15, 2006

sighs

sadness fills me.

bumping into walls all over. bruises to my inner self aplenty. i need somewhere to start. i have no idea where. it is agonising, really. maybe i'm just not good enough. people always say life isn't smooth sailing. but why does mine have to be just like what people say? i don't mind roughing it out. but it's been a good 16 years now. i wish for the time when i truly enjoyed it. the time when i was happy, truly happy. carefree, without a worry.

there are just so many things to do. but where can i unload the burden? i dunno.

astrocow
06:13


update for stephy

blank

lol, u asked for it muahaha =p

astrocow
01:36


Saturday, August 12, 2006

hiphop tech savvy

the MJ site is finally up! go check it out peeps! those interested in the auditions, feel free to approach me! =)

check it out here!!

sigh, i may have screwed things up yet again. some things will never change.

astrocow
01:35


Thursday, August 10, 2006

procrastinator abuser

i really shld stop procrastinating. i need more from myself. why does it always have to come down to this? my lack of myself.

wad i haf on the outside is nothing but a facade. everybody else tinks otherwise.

CCA fair is over, manning the booth for a whole 2 days is like how tiring. and i still have more dance events coming up. it's eating up my free time! i need some space! but i'm still enjoying the dancing tho' =)

dancing in the wilderness
to remove the curse
to take it off the One
the One who is afraid

when will he know
when will we know
how it's going to be
will it be him or will it be me

perhaps it will never be
for i'm a lonely rock on the beautiful shore
who goes with the waves and tides
i'm not gonna lose this fight

astrocow
02:09


Friday, August 04, 2006

all over

hall camp has just finished. better than how it turned out initially. seems like whatever the problem might be, all you need to do is give it time.. yeah right..

freshmen welcome day today, it turned out to be quite a success i must say haha. did screw up a lil bit but i guess the response was alright. =)

yay!! now i'm just tired with only 5HP left. need rest, badly..

astrocow
19:44


I am an object lost in space
I am fear without a face
I am future without meaning
I am helping without feeling

I am twisted and deranged
I am alone in this cage
I can help if help need be
But there's a monster inside of me

He fights for freedom and control
There's a monster in my soul
Leave me without knowing why
Or run the risk of losing your life

I'll care for you, wipe away your tears
And scare away your darkest fears
For darkness is my dearest friend
And with it all my time I spend

Left all alone in my cage
Anger gives its way to rage
I fight for freedom and control
From the monster in my soul

I am weak for I always lose
Madness the escape I choose
If you should meet me on the street
Know insanity is what you'll greet

Stay not long within my presence
For it'll strike you with a vengeance
Then we both shall slip down the slope
The slope of madness without hope


welcome to my humble abyss




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