if i only knew what regret meant

yes, you're just listening to my boring rants

Monday, July 17, 2006

full of rage

senior camp for hall is over, performance at taka is over. that's 2 things off my load now. MSE FOC starting tml.

which is the cause of my rage. i was jus informed a couple of hours ago that there's an audition for a commercial looking for young chinese dancers and i can't go because of the camp!! it's a friggin 1000 bucks for the group if we get it man. i want the 1000 bucks, i want to be in a commercial! but oh well. some things just not meant to be.

performance todae went pretty smoothly, din really get myself into a shitload of embarrassment by forgetting my steps. and anw, really gotta thank the girls who made their way down. oh and do visit this site: King Kong Jane

it's jianping's band and i think he's an awesome drummer!! haha the vocalist, Colin is like an energizer battery on stage man. non stop all the way, if you get wad i mean.

gong to bed now, haven had 8 hours of slp in a day for a week now.

zzzzzzzz

astrocow
02:12


I am an object lost in space
I am fear without a face
I am future without meaning
I am helping without feeling

I am twisted and deranged
I am alone in this cage
I can help if help need be
But there's a monster inside of me

He fights for freedom and control
There's a monster in my soul
Leave me without knowing why
Or run the risk of losing your life

I'll care for you, wipe away your tears
And scare away your darkest fears
For darkness is my dearest friend
And with it all my time I spend

Left all alone in my cage
Anger gives its way to rage
I fight for freedom and control
From the monster in my soul

I am weak for I always lose
Madness the escape I choose
If you should meet me on the street
Know insanity is what you'll greet

Stay not long within my presence
For it'll strike you with a vengeance
Then we both shall slip down the slope
The slope of madness without hope


welcome to my humble abyss




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