if i only knew what regret meant
yes, you're just listening to my boring rants
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
been about a week since i last blogged. really tiring, cos everytime i wanna do so, i gotta pray that there'll be wireless for me to steal (yes, i noe i'm cheap) just because i'm back at home now.
saw her at peninsular plaza the other day. sparked a chain of thoughts running through my puny mind. i have done things - bad things. i have ruined a life. i regret what i did but there's only so much a person can endure. and as far as i'm concerned, a year was enough for me. i do hope u'll change tho.
life is tough. why can't it be smooth and sweet. without the problems we have to face. have u ever wondered, how would it be if we lived in utopia? it really is tiring and trust me, i have contemplated ending it many times. but each and everytime the tt thought is dismissed by visions of what comes after it. the sorrow, the burden, the worries i'll add on to my family (even tho i ain't that close to them).
tell me what should i do. everybody has their problems but why does it seem like i'm unable to handle them as well as the others?
i'll break one day for sure. just a matter of time.
insane in the membrane.
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