if i only knew what regret meant

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Saturday, May 06, 2006

30 seconds to mars - oblivion

i'm living in oblivion. why do i say that? i have been hell busy and friggin tired from god knows what. accquired fatigue perhaps, only the occasional dose of kopi peng is keeping me alive.

exams are finally O-V-E-R. i'm am ecstatic to say the least, but it seems like i've got nothing to do all of a sudden. contradictory? oblivion. oh and need i mention exams were like *ka-boom*? kill me man, throw me ur hand
i'll take it there, fair and square
furious stabs, lemme see the scabs
profuse blood, u noe u made the cut
guilty minds, pay u back in kind
clear conscience, what u really yearn

ok that was kinda lousy.

gotta go home tml (2hrs time) to vote. finances getting screwed up, god help me. tanned ass, anyone? lol

alot of things have changed - people, environment, myself. has it all changed so fast that it overwhelms me so? nonetheless, i'm prepared to solider on in this never ending war. perhaps not

the gays haf retaliated by posting some very defensive comments and removed the tagboard. i haf always kinda respected them until those posts came along. kids are ultimately just kids and temper control is hardly ever present. i'm disappointed, oh well.

girls are just like apples
apples on a tree
boys are hungry people
they crave the juice that the apples bring
they are too lazy to climb the tree
so they pick up those that have dropped
or are already rotten
this leaves the good apples at the top

hope that'll be nuff to convey my msg. haha too tired now to be elaborating further on it
hehez.

laters

astrocow
05:07


I am an object lost in space
I am fear without a face
I am future without meaning
I am helping without feeling

I am twisted and deranged
I am alone in this cage
I can help if help need be
But there's a monster inside of me

He fights for freedom and control
There's a monster in my soul
Leave me without knowing why
Or run the risk of losing your life

I'll care for you, wipe away your tears
And scare away your darkest fears
For darkness is my dearest friend
And with it all my time I spend

Left all alone in my cage
Anger gives its way to rage
I fight for freedom and control
From the monster in my soul

I am weak for I always lose
Madness the escape I choose
If you should meet me on the street
Know insanity is what you'll greet

Stay not long within my presence
For it'll strike you with a vengeance
Then we both shall slip down the slope
The slope of madness without hope


welcome to my humble abyss




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