if i only knew what regret meant

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Tuesday, April 04, 2006

sleepless in hall 3

i gotta track back a pretty long way for this.

let me start off from last thursdae. woke up at around 2, stayed awake through the nite to study for the chemistry quiz on fridae.

come fridae, went for quiz and stuff. met ya'en and yejie at the library to study, was feeling kinda fucked but for obvious reasons i shall not state why here. ok so it was until about 3pm cos both of them did not sleep the nite before and were too shagged to carry on studying. went to work in the evening, got back around 1 plus after getting supper for ya'en, yejie and yongjie. finished supper and i continued to stay awake to do this effective comm presentation due on tuesdae. slpt at 6-7am in the morn! WHOOPING 41HOURS of no slp! and it wasnt like i was playing or wad. I was studying and working!! OMG, suoer amazed by myself. even tho i downed like almost 4 cups of kopi peng thru the 2nd nite haha.

saturday, woke up at 12 cos i was supposed to meet chengwei to talk bout some hall stuff. he's coming to NTU this year! hmm and met up with daniel after tt to do abit of planning and discussion. he sent me back thereafter. slacked for a while and left for Eric's house. it's been aeons since i last met up with the guys from my sec sch CCA - NPCC. was awesome to see them again. really loads to say but am not in the right frame of mind to do so now. went back hall at about 11. met alvin to pass him the fags and he mentioned he wanted to come and take a look at the new hall so we walked back. talked and crapped thru the night, doing some DJ-ing of our own ahah blasted loud music and did sumthing like a "cannon" with yejie's laptop and mine. LOL. ok so din slp again .

sunday, went to play soccer at the old NIE at bukit timah. Mark was hilariously hilarious, acting like a kid ahah. weather was atrociously atrocious (pardon the lousy use of adjectives). went for lunch at JP. headed back to sch, fell aslp at bout 3pm. so if u figure, it was like 6hrs of slp in 73 hrs. I AM CRAZY!!

mondae, slept all the way till 1045 for physics quiz. had calvin not woke me up, i reckon i'd haf slpt thru all the way longer. tt made 20 hrs of slp lol. and here i am again, most probably not gonna slp cos i'm studying for maths quiz tml and preparing for the effective comm presentation tml.

sigh, a tired man's posts are absolutely but i jus wanted to show the extremes of me. slping AND not slping.

astrocow
03:49


I am an object lost in space
I am fear without a face
I am future without meaning
I am helping without feeling

I am twisted and deranged
I am alone in this cage
I can help if help need be
But there's a monster inside of me

He fights for freedom and control
There's a monster in my soul
Leave me without knowing why
Or run the risk of losing your life

I'll care for you, wipe away your tears
And scare away your darkest fears
For darkness is my dearest friend
And with it all my time I spend

Left all alone in my cage
Anger gives its way to rage
I fight for freedom and control
From the monster in my soul

I am weak for I always lose
Madness the escape I choose
If you should meet me on the street
Know insanity is what you'll greet

Stay not long within my presence
For it'll strike you with a vengeance
Then we both shall slip down the slope
The slope of madness without hope


welcome to my humble abyss




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