if i only knew what regret meant

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Monday, March 06, 2006

so what if we're blood related

yea so wad? u fucking bitch. yes i'm using vulgarities again
so what can u do bout that?
gimme another slap like u did in the afternoon?
or using that feeble leg or urs to kick me?
c'mon lets face the reality
even if u're blood related, u have NO right
u have no fucking right
to act fucking stupid
to answer fucking stupid questions
that u already have answers for
u haf no fucking right
to scold me, to hit me
be thankful
be fucking thankful
that i did not retaliate
for if i did, i'm not sure whether u'll still be standing
in the hospital u will be, broken bones and all
tell me exactly what am i supposed to do
now that i've allowed to hit me
i'm gonna enjoy the misery u put me through
i tink i'm gonna cut next time
even if i am younger
that doesnt gif u no fucking right to
do the things that you do
don't you noe what u wish is coming through todae
another victim dies tonite
so what if i used vulgarities
dun fucking tell me u dun do the things i do
dun gimme fucking bullshit
u moronic asswipe, i hate you
do you really tink i wanna stay around in this pile of shit
i'm gonna make it big
abandon u, make u regret
wad u ever did to me
i'm gonna distance myself even further
from now on, dun blame me
its not as tho i never tried
i agree, i've made my mistakes
but who's the one who always think
that she's almighty, she's always right
haf u pple ever tried to understand me
dun say its cos i never tell u anything
cos even when i do, when do u really listen
dun fucking act like u noe it all
cos u dun, my frens dun and i dun too
i may be selfish and all
but i noe what i'm doing, there's no need
for u to keep pumping my meat
i haf feelings, i'm not jus a voodoo doll
for u to manipulate
don't think i do not haf plans
i am jus entertaining u
play me around, vent it on me
jus gimme abit more time
i will make it all come through
gif it back to u all at one shot
the consequences will be not jus severe
u will haf to bear it all by urself
and who's fault will it be then?
dun tell me it's mine
cos you were the fucking one who started it in the first place
so i haf this to say

FUCK YOU

astrocow
01:37


I am an object lost in space
I am fear without a face
I am future without meaning
I am helping without feeling

I am twisted and deranged
I am alone in this cage
I can help if help need be
But there's a monster inside of me

He fights for freedom and control
There's a monster in my soul
Leave me without knowing why
Or run the risk of losing your life

I'll care for you, wipe away your tears
And scare away your darkest fears
For darkness is my dearest friend
And with it all my time I spend

Left all alone in my cage
Anger gives its way to rage
I fight for freedom and control
From the monster in my soul

I am weak for I always lose
Madness the escape I choose
If you should meet me on the street
Know insanity is what you'll greet

Stay not long within my presence
For it'll strike you with a vengeance
Then we both shall slip down the slope
The slope of madness without hope


welcome to my humble abyss




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