if i only knew what regret meant

yes, you're just listening to my boring rants

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

glasseater - alone in the world

jus realised that within the last 2 posts, i've condemned both my friends and family. so what does that leave me with now? I'm all alone in the world.
Being alone has always been part and parcel of my life, no one to share my joys, my troubles. Some may say it's because i always keep to myself, i dun open up enuff. But jus tink, if u're really sincere in knowing somebody, in wanting to help him/her, surely the person will feel it and tell u automatically. If he/she is not saying anything, it jus means that u aint sincere enuff, no more no less.
Never haf i been so content with being alone, i haf been harping on proving myself these days. This time it is for real. I see the actual need, i see the misery that i need to pull myself out of. I've become a different me.

One year. Just give me a year's time. U will see the results. I am determined to put things where they belong.
And the long wait begins today, this day: Tuesday, 7th March 2006.

One year is all i need. Alone in the world.

astrocow
02:32


I am an object lost in space
I am fear without a face
I am future without meaning
I am helping without feeling

I am twisted and deranged
I am alone in this cage
I can help if help need be
But there's a monster inside of me

He fights for freedom and control
There's a monster in my soul
Leave me without knowing why
Or run the risk of losing your life

I'll care for you, wipe away your tears
And scare away your darkest fears
For darkness is my dearest friend
And with it all my time I spend

Left all alone in my cage
Anger gives its way to rage
I fight for freedom and control
From the monster in my soul

I am weak for I always lose
Madness the escape I choose
If you should meet me on the street
Know insanity is what you'll greet

Stay not long within my presence
For it'll strike you with a vengeance
Then we both shall slip down the slope
The slope of madness without hope


welcome to my humble abyss




HTML Hit Counter
Links
friendster
facebook
cathay
golden village
shaw

too lazy to link anymore

Archives
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
May 2007
July 2007
August 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
June 2010
July 2010