if i only knew what regret meant

yes, you're just listening to my boring rants

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

happy my arse


wads so happy bout the new year?
no seriously, just judge from the series of events n u tell me
went back to the hospital on friday cos i cudnt take the swelling anymore and it felt as tho my hand was bout to explode right there, in-my-face-que.
they then freaking starved me again, with another surgery in mind and my last meal was at 1pm hello.
fucking waste of time and my energy it turned out to be.
come sat (CNY eve) they let me out for reunion dinner but i was to report back by 11pm, kinda made me feel like i'm some kinda prisoner - i went out with the patient tag n freaking infusion needle still on me!!
kk they did lemme out come sun morn, n tt's prob the best thing they ever did.
oh and the angbao collection wasnt as good, why are my relatives so stingy?!

yea so there u have it - the fine piece of art on my forearm tt's gonna stay with me for the rest of my life. beats having a tattoo huh?

on a brighter note..

ok mebbe yest wasnt tt bad, met up wit the jc gang. havent met for so long and seems like many things have happened and for most of them, they'll be goin into the working world soon, pretty fast eh?

went to settlers cafe at holland v and played board games??!! dOh! wendy insisted on playing this "Zombies!!!" game but me and jianfeng got so bored towards the end cos they were playing by their own rules! Gggrrrr, u cheaters!!

Zombie Whoosh!!


Zombie Whoosh Number 2!! (after they killed dulcia, lol)

astrocow
14:56

I am an object lost in space
I am fear without a face
I am future without meaning
I am helping without feeling

I am twisted and deranged
I am alone in this cage
I can help if help need be
But there's a monster inside of me

He fights for freedom and control
There's a monster in my soul
Leave me without knowing why
Or run the risk of losing your life

I'll care for you, wipe away your tears
And scare away your darkest fears
For darkness is my dearest friend
And with it all my time I spend

Left all alone in my cage
Anger gives its way to rage
I fight for freedom and control
From the monster in my soul

I am weak for I always lose
Madness the escape I choose
If you should meet me on the street
Know insanity is what you'll greet

Stay not long within my presence
For it'll strike you with a vengeance
Then we both shall slip down the slope
The slope of madness without hope


welcome to my humble abyss



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