if i only knew what regret meant
yes, you're just listening to my boring rants
Monday, January 16, 2006
i hate myself
i lack courage, i'm a coward
i am not wad i seem to be
i am such a fool
why did i not speak when i should haf
i do not comprehend
the things that happen
should i even try
will it even matter at the end of it all
den again, would it haf made a difference?
why am i always procrastinating
to do the things that should have been done
or should they?
i need to find myself
no matter wad, i'm still me
will that really be the best way out
maybe i'll be too afraid to face him
maybe it'll be a good thing afterall
maybe i'll detest him
maybe i'll love him
and i hate me
maybe, just maybe
one day i'll find a note on my table
"note to self: i hate you too"
astrocow
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