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Tuesday, January 03, 2006

NEW YEAR!!!

ooh havent been back here for so long, but guess nobody cares either
wanted to go MOS for countdown actually, but the queue was so freakin long tt we were still standing at the very same spot after an hour... i was like WTH man, it was only 8pm for goodness sake!
change of plan: went down to ngee ann city instead. looked pretty empty initially but the crowd started to fill in at around 10plus 11.
music was good at the start but started to screw up after they had a change of DJs.
picked up again after another change of shifts.
helluva mats and minahs tho, not tt i haf anything against them, but they were like showing off their "moves"... wad moves? no technique, not power, no nothing and pple all arnd were jus standing around watching like dumbfucks... and even admiring them.
i tried to get azlan down to ngee ann city to join me so we could battle those shitheads together but wad a pity, tt dude was heading down to chijmes instead, so oh well...

next on, the girls... there was this one particular biatch who claims to be 15 and i do believe her after i talked to a few others tt nite, but more of tt later.
ok this ger "chanel", she was like hooking on to everysingle guy in her vicinity, i was like OMFG...
wad on earth happened to the girls these daes? haf they no sense of decency? WTF man, times haf changed and not jus for this particular "Chanel" but i see many girls around who are jus totally erm.. shall i jus put it simply - BITCHES. wadeva happened to their morals?
ok pple who noe me will prob laff at me when they see this cos i'm really quite a party animal, but still outside of tt life, i haf my principles that i strongly believe in and in fact, perhaps pretty much old fashioned. yada yada... blah blah blah.. fuck it, tink nobody really cares anyway. shall i conform or shall i remain an antique? GRaHH...

another thing is tt, there were alarming numbers of girls who were underaged there! not tt i mind tho, but dun the pple at the gates check? those tt i spoke to at least, were all under 18.. ok mebbe it's jus coincidence, but u get my point.

wadeva it is, the nite was a good one on the whole for me and i danced like mad even tho beng, lizei, yang and derek sometimes left me alone as they went to catch a breather. i'm a dance freak!

speaking of which, funka is this coming sat!!! as excited as i am, i'm kinda nervous too... it's like a make or break day for us... all the practices would really go down the drain if we screw it up tt day... wish us good luck man

laters

2006 ushers in another brand new devil for me
the devil squashes all others like a flea
slit my throat and grind the wound
your impossible ego makes me swoon
now who can rock a crooked rhyme like this
bring it to you everytime like this
step up now, step step up
and let the devil consume you entirely

astrocow
04:12


I am an object lost in space
I am fear without a face
I am future without meaning
I am helping without feeling

I am twisted and deranged
I am alone in this cage
I can help if help need be
But there's a monster inside of me

He fights for freedom and control
There's a monster in my soul
Leave me without knowing why
Or run the risk of losing your life

I'll care for you, wipe away your tears
And scare away your darkest fears
For darkness is my dearest friend
And with it all my time I spend

Left all alone in my cage
Anger gives its way to rage
I fight for freedom and control
From the monster in my soul

I am weak for I always lose
Madness the escape I choose
If you should meet me on the street
Know insanity is what you'll greet

Stay not long within my presence
For it'll strike you with a vengeance
Then we both shall slip down the slope
The slope of madness without hope


welcome to my humble abyss




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