if i only knew what regret meant

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Saturday, January 14, 2006

moved

jus shifted over to the new hall yest night and finally went for my first Modern Jazz prac after god knows how long... dun even tink patrick remembers who the hell i am... totally sucked at practice today, my chances of getting into UPLA are fading man, this is crap... maybe i really need to take up classes outside but that would mean spending, yet again... sigh, why does everything have to involve money??!! is money all people can tink of?

rushed back to hall straight after prac to move hall cos sanjay was waiting with weiming and i felt so bad cos they waited for me for so long, sorry dudes but i told u guys to go ahead without me alr!! haha but guess being the nice guys they are, they did wad was right lol.

so today went to meet azlan and decided that i wun join his team for the anti-drug competition cos his bunch of peeps are jus too atrocious, i'm not saying that my dancing's fantastic but theirs is absolutely horrendous. i wun mind helping them out with the choreo tho, but that's where i'm gonna stop at. good luck guys. =p

went down to ngee ann city to watch the semis for funka and felt kinda sad again cos my own team was booted out in the prelims, wanted to perform there so badly but oh well tink i jus hafta wait till next year, one whole freakin year... gonna use this time to brush myself up. anyhow saw josh and his team Chroma-X and i wanted them to get in but it was not meant to be, they had a few screw ups with their props - umbrellas. still tink that they should haf gotten in tho, instead of the one from Eusoff Hall. their dance was not totally crap but definitely wasnt as good as josh's.
tink sex does sell.

i wanna haf the ability to dance
to put everybody else in a trance
when they see me on the floor
i want them to roar
their throats hoarse
only for my cause
and nothing else will appease me
other than having the crowd freeze

astrocow
00:10


I am an object lost in space
I am fear without a face
I am future without meaning
I am helping without feeling

I am twisted and deranged
I am alone in this cage
I can help if help need be
But there's a monster inside of me

He fights for freedom and control
There's a monster in my soul
Leave me without knowing why
Or run the risk of losing your life

I'll care for you, wipe away your tears
And scare away your darkest fears
For darkness is my dearest friend
And with it all my time I spend

Left all alone in my cage
Anger gives its way to rage
I fight for freedom and control
From the monster in my soul

I am weak for I always lose
Madness the escape I choose
If you should meet me on the street
Know insanity is what you'll greet

Stay not long within my presence
For it'll strike you with a vengeance
Then we both shall slip down the slope
The slope of madness without hope


welcome to my humble abyss




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