if i only knew what regret meant

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Tuesday, January 10, 2006

drunk lab

ok had my first lab lesson yest, some perspective drawing stuff. tho i suck at drawing, but i must say its the most interesting lab lesson u can ever get. so u were like supposed to draw a layout of the room and mine looked like crap in the end.


yea so there u go, my crappy drawing. ok and this time unlike the previous semester, we were to go to another drawing room so i had expected that they would provide long rulers and stuff like that but hell NO, i had to draw the entire piece using the 15cm ruler i had, argh... after my lessons, went to hand up the forms for me to shift hall but the wretched hall office refused to gimme the cards saying that they need to process duno wadeva shit. and me being me, tot that it was kinda reasonable seeing the long queue outside. but later in the evening melvin told me that he actually got the keys even when he handed in the form later than me!! hall office is seriously so screwed up. well but at least my internet connection is back to normal.

ok to the drunk portion, beng called and asked if i wanted to go down MOS before zhengyan flies off todae. but we had a change of plan later cos it was getting late and they jus wanted to hang out drink instead. so me n yejie headed down to ink bar at swissotel only to find that the whole bunch of them were already kinda pissed from all the drinking beforehand. sometimes i do wonder why do pple make themselves so drunk? isnt the whole point of drinking jus to get high and not drunk? can't they control their limits and know when to stop drinking? but anyhow, it was really funny to see all of them drunk and start spilling secrets about one another, it was totally hilarious i tell ya. so supper was up next and we headed down to newton. on the way back home, weiming actually puked in the cab! gawd the whole cab was smelling of his merlion spit after that, how gross, argh...


yea weiming, cannot drink den dun drink so much la, hahaha

so got back hall and slept at bout 4plus 5am and i had to wake up at 10am today to go for Modern Jazz pracs which i haven been goin for aeons, really hope that i'll be included in their performance but tink chances are not high definitely cos i cant even get the steps now, grah i really suck man...

I noe i'm jumping here and there but i've been tinking

It's so easy to buy gratification these days.

I could buy 10 Tequila Pops to get myself intoxicated.

I could buy a new wardrobe to make myself bright and shiny.

I could buy a new face if my own gets to me.

But it's just so difficult to make another understand. The reason why I do what I do.

How do u define wad's real and wad's not now?

astrocow
15:12


I am an object lost in space
I am fear without a face
I am future without meaning
I am helping without feeling

I am twisted and deranged
I am alone in this cage
I can help if help need be
But there's a monster inside of me

He fights for freedom and control
There's a monster in my soul
Leave me without knowing why
Or run the risk of losing your life

I'll care for you, wipe away your tears
And scare away your darkest fears
For darkness is my dearest friend
And with it all my time I spend

Left all alone in my cage
Anger gives its way to rage
I fight for freedom and control
From the monster in my soul

I am weak for I always lose
Madness the escape I choose
If you should meet me on the street
Know insanity is what you'll greet

Stay not long within my presence
For it'll strike you with a vengeance
Then we both shall slip down the slope
The slope of madness without hope


welcome to my humble abyss




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