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Monday, January 09, 2006

2006, i hate you



ok this is gonna be long

first funka was on sat and tink we kinda screwed up big time. other teams were kinda strong and comparatively we really lost out alot on technique and choreo wise. tink it wasnt really peter's fault but after seeing so many teams, i tot that the jazz part for our dance was really one of the reasons why we din get thru to the semis. tt besides the point, our dance that day really lacked the strength and power tt we usuall haf when we practice. no idea why it turned out tt way either, was probably the stage jitters and first time performing. no crowd cheered for us either but really haf to thank the pple who went down to support: zhao, felix, darren, joleen, guanjun, yunting, peiru, cindy, ryan and others who i might haf left out lol. oh cherlyn was there too and i was really shocked to see her there, cos she rushed down straight after a frenly match, was happy that she could come down and see... love ya to bits babe
ok so my sis did turn up in the end, but too late to catch the performance, only in time to listen to the results.

after seeing so many teams, i definitely tot that my first funka was good exposure and kind made me realised wad a bad dancer i really am. next year will be different, i swear to become a much better dancer and make everybody in the arena noe my name.

oh and by the way i dyed my hair white lol, as usual it shocked everybody and i tink it looks kinda ugly tho. lol shit man, dunno wad the others will say when i go for my lessons tml haha but wat the hell i dun care anyway.



oh and i finally saw sawah for the first time face to face but din tok to her tho cos she looked real busy preparing for her dance too, din wanna disturb. gawd her eyes are really BBeEEEeeG.. haha daphne from singapore idol was there too, dancing for NRA-Indie Dolls. the team jus before mine.

next up, kinda screwed up registration for my subjects. fucking hall office cut away the internet connection for my hall so now i'm actually at canteen b using the wireless. ok i'm digressing but yah, no more internet so i couldnt check the GEs offered to me and today's the freaking daeadline, so i missed it and i'm screwed. wat the hell.

oh and MJ's gonna be performing later this month and i dunno any of the steps yet, prob gotta go down on tues to try and catch up
lucky nicole's with me too lol, she din go for any of the pracs the whole hols either, so guess the 2 of us will be screwed together.

yah and yada yada yada, there u haf it, wad a wonderful 2006 i haf so far
FUCK YEAH

astrocow
00:29


I am an object lost in space
I am fear without a face
I am future without meaning
I am helping without feeling

I am twisted and deranged
I am alone in this cage
I can help if help need be
But there's a monster inside of me

He fights for freedom and control
There's a monster in my soul
Leave me without knowing why
Or run the risk of losing your life

I'll care for you, wipe away your tears
And scare away your darkest fears
For darkness is my dearest friend
And with it all my time I spend

Left all alone in my cage
Anger gives its way to rage
I fight for freedom and control
From the monster in my soul

I am weak for I always lose
Madness the escape I choose
If you should meet me on the street
Know insanity is what you'll greet

Stay not long within my presence
For it'll strike you with a vengeance
Then we both shall slip down the slope
The slope of madness without hope


welcome to my humble abyss




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