Death is a delightful hiding place for weary men.

Saturday, December 31, 2005

i love the demon inside of me

You are Form 8, Demon: The Destroyer.
"And The Demon took advantage of the chaos
and seized civillization. With grace and
style, Demon slit The Goddess's belly and
drowned the world in her blood. The Goddess,
The Demon, and the world were no
more."
Some examples of the Demon Form are Seth (Egyptian)
and The Horsemen of the Apocalypse (Christian).The Demon is associated with the concept of
destruction, the number 8, and the element of
earth.His sign is the full moon.
As a member of Form 8, you are a very strong willed
individual. You don't let others' opinions
sway your own and you're usually not afraid to
speak your mind. However, some may see you as
a bit overly passionate but it's just because
you never back down from your values. No
matter what, you always do everything with
style. Demons are the best friends to have
because they will back you up.

Which Mythological Form Are You?
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astrocow
01:50

Thursday, December 29, 2005

bitch.

jus saw something when i was jus floating around on friendster
wad a bitch
i
hate
you

astrocow
20:45

lost

ok so we lost to hall7
wasnt tt unexpected a result
but wad i was so bitter bout is the manner in which they won
totally had more than a chance in kicking their sorry arses
oh well

suddenly feel all so lonely again
hate this feeling
all alone in the world
nobody to care for me
wads the point of leading this sorry life
when will i truly enjoy that oh-so-sweet feeling again
when will i find the one
pple always tell me it isnt tt hard
but does that mean i haf to compromise my expectations
nobody really seems to draw my attention these daes
is it jus me?

astrocow
20:12

crunch time

completed yet another dance session
totally shagged out
well at least the choreo's done for now (more or less)

tml's the impt day
match up against hall7
do or die
lineup's kinda screwed up tho, wad to do
jus do my best

astrocow
04:25

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

for crying out loud

i need sleep
seriously
else i'm jus gonna breakdown

den again does anybody care
sometimes if u wanna judge how popular u really are
go kill urself
and den u'll be able to judge from the turnout at your funeral/wake
morbid huh
but tt's the best way isnt it?

havent slept since the prac last nite
jus came back from work
going for soccer training later and dance prac after tt
which human body can really take this battering? u tell me
not me at least

jus kill me man

astrocow
14:43

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

christmas

oh anyway, if anybody's even interested.

X'MAS WAS TOTAL CRAP

astrocow
04:55

disillusioned

sometimes i really wonder what's going on in my life
does anybody really give 2 hoots bout it
what's the point of me showing concern for others
do they do the same
don't tell me we shouldnt expect favours in return
tt's total bullshit

jus finished another gruelling dance session
jus hope that it'll all be over soon
huijun broke down towards the end of it todae
guess pete was really jus coming down too hard
dun get me wrong
i'm not saying tt he's an ass or wadeva
totally understand that he has to do his job
i can already picture the elation after we are over and done with the prelims

only motivation now is jus for somebody who doesnt even know it

go figure.

astrocow
04:51

Thursday, December 22, 2005

helter skelter

wasnt feeling well todae. or rather havent been feeling well nuff since last fri or so. tink i'm really dying. forgot to report to the goons and they were searching for me like i was searching for my fone last nite.

it's all a cycle isnt it?

astrocow
12:57

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

i love ginger

came back to the wretched place from work and saw ginger at the bus stop.
she simply cudnt stop laffing her head off at the sight of me in uniform.
ok wadeva.

went back up to the shit hole and decided to disturb her but suddenly realised fone wasnt around.
frantic search started. behaved like a madman. frantic search continued. no avail.

took sui's fone, called huijun for ginger's number. called ginger. she was so so nice and agreed to help me look for my fone. tink she must haf spent like at least an hour searching when she was supposed to be having dinner.

ginger :"how much did u buy ur fone for huh? so wad reward am i gonna get?"
me :"500 bucks! did u find it?"
ginger :"mumbling.. mumbling..."
me :"so did u find it anot?"
ginger :"yea, i'll gif it back to u later when i get back"

-loosely translated-

so now i'm here. sitting waiting rotting typing

u da best.

astrocow
20:35

why?

You have mysterious wings.
Not very many people understand you,as you have a very complex soul. You havesome friends, but you trust very few of them.PLus you don't open up to very many people,and stay to yourself alot of the times.Your wings give off an artist side for you,even if you say that you dont have one. But you
seem to have your own style to your things...
A Quote: If people don't want me here, why did they have me?

What kind of wings does YOUR soul have?(anime pics!!)
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astrocow
20:33

sick n dying

how i wish i'm someone who's great.
how i desire to be someone who's almighty.
how i wanna be someone who's important to you.

i'm like a kid who just got a new toy.
i'm like a man who's suffering from leprosy.
i'm like a slave begging for mercy.

i'ma gonna kill someone soon. somebody stop me.

astrocow
14:36