Death is a delightful hiding place for weary men.

Sunday, November 08, 2009

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astrocow
08:43

blind

if i could tear you from the ceiling
and guarantee a source divine
rid you off possessions fleeting
remain your funny valentine

don't go and leave me
and please don't drive me blind
you don't believe me
but you do this everytime

if i could tear you from the ceiling
i know the best i have tried
i'd fill your every breath with meaning
and find a place we both could hide

don't go and leave me
and please don't drive me blind
you don't believe me
but you do this everytime

if i could tear you from the ceiling
i'd freeze us both in time
find a brand new way of seeing
your eyes forever glued to mine

don't go and leave me
and please don't drive me blind
you don't believe me
but you do this everytime

i know we're broken
i know it's broken
i know we're broken blind
i know it's broken blind

astrocow
08:27

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

longing

for this to come to a conclusion.

i'm confused.

* * * * *

perhaps the twinkling of a star
will mellow the ache in my sorrowful heart
maybe the sight of the bright full moon
will sparkle some hope in my mind so gloom

but the moon and stars have passed
still the ache and gloom within me lasts
consumed within the heartless night
praying to at last see some light

astrocow
01:00

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

all over again

felling this sense of deja vu

i need to think.

i'm an insecure bastard and i hate it.

astrocow
23:20

Tuesday, October 06, 2009

the moment

i prolly hafta repeat this to alot of people in my life, but i will say it again.

dont judge me when you dont even know me.
i'm more than what your tiny brains can even comprehend.

i shall not explain the specifics because it'll just end up in another blabber of words that i think not many would like to see. but if u really do wanna know, let me know and i'll be more than happy to do so in another post.

plus i dont wanna end up spoiling the mood that i'm in.

* * * * *

if i meet you in the morning
when my day is new and bright
your presence is like sunshine
as it warms me with its light

i feel my troubles fading
as you share your peace and joy
you sit with me and listen intently
and guide me with your love ever so gently

my day is always brightened
whether rain or storm or even snow
for your presence always keeps me
safe and secure wherever we go

the world may perish in storm
but next to you, i'm safe and warm
and prior fears that traumatised are gone
your loving guidance keeps me from all harm

sweet surrender, sweet splendor, sweet blessings
all wrapped up in love
new adventure, new arrival, new beginnings
by the wings of the dove

rosy cheeks, clumsy/cute ways, fingers cold
new love from this moment that just grows and grows
how i waited, dreamed of this special moment so grand
what a feeling, joy and miracle now clinging tighly to my hand

such a miracle come true
what did i ever do to deserve to hold you, to love you
you have stolen my heart, what a twist of fate
and of all the moments before and after you

none shall ever be as great. 041009 <3

astrocow
23:56

Monday, September 14, 2009

forgotten

i'm stuck in a place so dark, you could hardly see
a manner of matter that splits with the words i speak
and as the rain drips acidic questions around me
i block out the sight of the powers that be

duck away into the darkness, times up
i wind up in a rusted world with eyes shut
so tight that it blurs into the world of pretend
and the eyes ease open and it's dark again

listen to the sound, dizzy from the ups and downs
and nauseated by the polluted melodies all around
watching the wheels of cars that pass
i look past to the light and the long shadows it casts

a window grows and captures the eye
it cries out a yellow light as it passes me by
and a young shadowy figure sits infront of this box
inside a building of rocks with antennas on top

now nothing can stop in this land of the pain
the same rules not knowing they were part of the game
and while the insides change, the box stays the same
and the figure inside could bear anybody's name

the memories i keep are from a time like then
i put them on paper so i could come back to them
someday i'm hoping to close my eyes and pretend
that this crumpled up paper can be perfect again

i'm here at this "podium" talking, this ceremonial offering
dedicated to urban dysfunctional offspring
city governments are eternally napping
trapped in greedy covenants, causing urban collapsing

no preparation is made, minimum wage, limited aid
living in a tenement cage where rent isnt paid
tragedy within a parade
the darkness overspreads like a permanent plague

i am the forgotten

astrocow
03:33

Monday, September 07, 2009

true feelings growing old

the wind blows a tree, heavy with the snow
it falls down to the frozen earth below
a man walks on by, air hanging high
with the frozen wind, his life has blown on dry

dew of life falls upon the ground
lovers and youths standing all around
the man looks at Youth right in the eye
feeling old, he finds a spot to cry

the sun beats down on the shore
waves rolling in off the ocean floor
the man walks down to where the water breaks
like the sands of time, his life it'll soon take

the leaves on the trees turning green to gold
showing to the world they're getting old
the man walks under the dying tree
in it he sees himself and feels ever so empty

the wind blows a tree heavy with the snow
it falls down on the crowd below
they all look upon a man who's at peace
with the winds of time, his soul will be released

underneath the track of my spinning wheel
between me and I, in this place where i feel
holding a flame near the edge where i stand
seeing colours screaming from my burning hand

nailing my head to a flagpole and letting it fly
seeing my ideals displayed for everyone to pry
crushing my heart under words of stone
watching truth pouring from this which that i own

asking me where and how i hold on to this dream
throwing lighted matches into this pit of gasoline
feeling the warmth from this place that resides
getting closer to a path where no one lies, but I

astrocow
07:03