if i only knew what regret meant
yes, you're just listening to my boring rants
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
limitless are the multitudes of possibilities
anything can be achieved with proper mental abilities
no dream is ever truly out of your reach
inner voices should be the ones dominating the speech
having a goal that you are striving to achieve
keeps you cognizant of the necessity to believe
the greatest lesson in life that a person should learn
is to constantly strive for greatness, to constantly yearn
take all advice with the requisite dosage of salt
try not to waste time and energy fixing a fault
anything is possible as long as you are committed
never allow yourself to be easily defeated or outwitted
life will always play out, no matter what you choose
stand up and be accounted for, walk a mile in your own shoes
what once seemed as tho it were entirely too implausible
has now occurred, because you will find that anything is possible
if you keep your spirits raised and head held high
you'll be utterly amazed at just how high you can fly
recognise the moments in life that have no significance
live each day with the utmost of due diligence
life does has moments that can drag you lower
you can achieve anything but some things happen slower
be your own overachieving advocate at all times
always answer when your bell finally chimes
fill in your thoughts and actions with a positive twist
be willing to rule yourself with a sturdy iron fist
as a toddler my hopes and fears were quite simple
as an adolescent they centered on my next pimple
as i grew into my awkward teenage years
i began to shed many redundant tears
no longer are the days when you are a mere pebble
now come the days when you're life's ultimate rebel
during the dangerous college career
the primary focus was that truth telling mirror
if you had one single strand of hair out of place
you would fall forever behind in popularity's cruel race
doing all of the necessary crimping
leaving yourself exposed and shallowly pimping
as soon as you stop seeking out all of life's riches
you will find that you should only scratch what itches
you've changed from that pebble into a precious stone
with the ultimate goal of never being alone
what once seemed as tho it were entirely too implausible
has now occurred, because you will find that anything is possible
never listen to those that cast their disparaging stones
avoid the cynically negative people and their abundant clones
dreams were placed gingerly onto the back burner
fitting in to replace a once avid learner
but those days quickly passed by, nobody will remember
but at least we do know now anything is possible
astrocow
03:25
Sunday, November 08, 2009
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astrocow
08:43
if i could tear you from the ceiling
and guarantee a source divine
rid you off possessions fleeting
remain your funny valentine
don't go and leave me
and please don't drive me blind
you don't believe me
but you do this everytime
if i could tear you from the ceiling
i know the best i have tried
i'd fill your every breath with meaning
and find a place we both could hide
don't go and leave me
and please don't drive me blind
you don't believe me
but you do this everytime
if i could tear you from the ceiling
i'd freeze us both in time
find a brand new way of seeing
your eyes forever glued to mine
don't go and leave me
and please don't drive me blind
you don't believe me
but you do this everytime
i know we're broken
i know it's broken
i know we're broken blind
i know it's broken blind
astrocow
08:27
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
for this to come to a conclusion.
i'm confused.
* * * * *
perhaps the twinkling of a star
will mellow the ache in my sorrowful heart
maybe the sight of the bright full moon
will sparkle some hope in my mind so gloom
but the moon and stars have passed
still the ache and gloom within me lasts
consumed within the heartless night
praying to at last see some light
astrocow
01:00
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
felling this sense of deja vu
i need to think.
i'm an insecure bastard and i hate it.
astrocow
23:20
Tuesday, October 06, 2009
i prolly hafta repeat this to alot of people in my life, but i will say it again.
dont judge me when you dont even know me.
i'm more than what your tiny brains can even comprehend.
i shall not explain the specifics because it'll just end up in another blabber of words that i think not many would like to see. but if u really do wanna know, let me know and i'll be more than happy to do so in another post.
plus i dont wanna end up spoiling the mood that i'm in.
* * * * *
if i meet you in the morning
when my day is new and bright
your presence is like sunshine
as it warms me with its light
i feel my troubles fading
as you share your peace and joy
you sit with me and listen intently
and guide me with your love ever so gently
my day is always brightened
whether rain or storm or even snow
for your presence always keeps me
safe and secure wherever we go
the world may perish in storm
but next to you, i'm safe and warm
and prior fears that traumatised are gone
your loving guidance keeps me from all harm
sweet surrender, sweet splendor, sweet blessings
all wrapped up in love
new adventure, new arrival, new beginnings
by the wings of the dove
rosy cheeks, clumsy/cute ways, fingers cold
new love from this moment that just grows and grows
how i waited, dreamed of this special moment so grand
what a feeling, joy and miracle now clinging tighly to my hand
such a miracle come true
what did i ever do to deserve to hold you, to love you
you have stolen my heart, what a twist of fate
and of all the moments before and after you
none shall ever be as great. 041009 <3
astrocow
23:56
Monday, September 14, 2009
i'm stuck in a place so dark, you could hardly see
a manner of matter that splits with the words i speak
and as the rain drips acidic questions around me
i block out the sight of the powers that be
duck away into the darkness, times up
i wind up in a rusted world with eyes shut
so tight that it blurs into the world of pretend
and the eyes ease open and it's dark again
listen to the sound, dizzy from the ups and downs
and nauseated by the polluted melodies all around
watching the wheels of cars that pass
i look past to the light and the long shadows it casts
a window grows and captures the eye
it cries out a yellow light as it passes me by
and a young shadowy figure sits infront of this box
inside a building of rocks with antennas on top
now nothing can stop in this land of the pain
the same rules not knowing they were part of the game
and while the insides change, the box stays the same
and the figure inside could bear anybody's name
the memories i keep are from a time like then
i put them on paper so i could come back to them
someday i'm hoping to close my eyes and pretend
that this crumpled up paper can be perfect again
i'm here at this "podium" talking, this ceremonial offering
dedicated to urban dysfunctional offspring
city governments are eternally napping
trapped in greedy covenants, causing urban collapsing
no preparation is made, minimum wage, limited aid
living in a tenement cage where rent isnt paid
tragedy within a parade
the darkness overspreads like a permanent plague
i am the forgotten
astrocow
03:33
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